Helplessy.

If only you know..

2010-02-22T07:28:00.000-08:00

Fcuking moodless naw. How to study? :'(
Tml eng + geo, fcuk! Feel like crying, seriously super no mood... kthxbye.

2009-10-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

Nothing to post today uh. ): English exam was fine, i think. Something happened today. Sucks la. :(
I don't feel like posting already. Bai blogger. :) Emo time and orhorh time le. Tmrw chi, prepare to de, cmi.

Cause you don't understand me, You don't know anything.

2009-09-13T03:35:00.000-07:00

Shall blog tomorrow.
Played dragonica. ^^

2009-09-12T08:36:00.000-07:00

Hello, today met J again. :) Haha. Lol. Something happened, wtf.
& My thoart hurts like some shit. Ohmygeez.

Baby,
I'm 76779 lol, real 76779. I didn't mean to pangseh you. Haish. Duibuqi.
I'm 76779, i caused this up, fxck it, sorry. I kept making you sad. & I didn't mean it too.
I'm 76779, i gave you some fuck up attiude today. 76779 76779 76779.
I'm always happy when i'm with you, you are the reason why i'm always happy. Really lol.
I luv talking to you, joking with you, cause they make me laugh alot. No one can ever do that. o.x.
Until this happen, everything changed huhz. We both became bloody cold, like strangers.
I know this is my fault, so I'm 76779.
Nah, I'm 76779 but i don't need a perfect boyf, cause nobody's perfect. I luv you fr you you are.
No matter what, or whatever happens, i still luv you. I ain't perfect too, i can never be perfect. I feel so guilty lah. ):
If you're tired, don't tag le luh. Go and rest k. :/ I don't wanna you to be sick. Lol.

76779, JLYF.
4 5683 968, 3674483 63. ):

Don't worry, you are my only.

2009-09-11T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hello hello! <: Back at home lol. Today tag heart also, with baby ^^. He uh, better remember what he promise me not to do hor :/. Later he eat me up, i scare lah dey. Lolololol. x: Hahah. I miss baby nao liao. LOL. Tomorrow i don't think i will be able to see him, gotta accompany aunt and mum, sighz. ):

Baby, thankyou fr everything you've done fr me. ^-^ Treating me to watch movie. Good luh you. (': So kind yeah. Next time i owe you one movie kkk, i also very good one :3 roflz.
Once again, thanks fr everything! I luv you so much, 5662842. Hearts you manymany! :B.

And ohyes, I owe my luvluv something, now I pay her back! If not she say I forget. :(
Luvluv better see horzxvc. LOL.

Patrice Luvluv, ♥
Thankyou fr everything also(?) :D. Love you manymany. Hope your sheng yi grow lots lots. Earn lots of $. Rofl ^^.

2009-09-10T22:19:00.001-07:00

Hi, long time no post. :/
Ytd ton at luvluv house and went out with beloved J. ^^
Okeh, i pei him from 12pm - 9.30pm. You say good anot. O: He say short leh. -_-
Tsktsk, anyway, watched G-force with baby. The hamsters/whatever pig is damn cute. :3 I want one like those. After the movie, slackslack go out talk. Then go badminton court. Quite fun, they all play until very funny. O.O
Then got one boy call deckson i think. Lol. He is cute but abit crazy lolol.
Okayokay yeah. After that brought my KFC then 9.30 went to luvluv house.
Then later, my popcorn chicken full of ants. -.- Wtf la. Make my hair stand. D:
Slept at 5.30am, as the room was very cold and my cardi outside, so was too cold to sleep. LOL. Wake up at 7. Very tired, then go home.
At home very sian. :(

P/s : 090909 is luv. ^^
P/s : Gimmie time to reply tags. ):

2009-09-08T07:51:00.000-07:00

Don't know what to update leh. Super lazy lol.
Thanks Regina fr helping me with this skin! Luv you super loads :].
Lol, that's all. Looks like tonight gotta rant @ regina again :/.
Okaythanksbyebye. Shall edit the rest of my skin tmrw. Don't feel like using comp anymore.

Hth talks? Anyone. o.o

2009-09-06T04:08:00.001-07:00

Hearts dumbo, dumbo my one and only boy.

If you are going to love me, love me deeply.
If you break my heart, then break it all.
If you are going to care, care for me completely.
If you decide not to hold me, then just let me fall.
If you are going to stay, then stay forever.
If you want to leave, then do it today.
If you are going to change, change for the better.
And if you are going to talk, then please mean what you say.
Fate decides who walks into ur life, you decide who stays,who you allow to walk away, and who you refuse to leave you.
(Found this when i blog hop, forget who was the one. But really very meaningful)

Short update, Lazy :/.
Baby i love you, your love has kept me addictive.

2009-09-05T03:09:00.000-07:00

AkuHeartsYou.

Short update.
Went to bugis, brought 2tops, 1bottom, 1cardi, star braclet. That's all. :)
Kkthxbai. Luv today :3.

J J J, luvyou.

2009-09-04T03:34:00.000-07:00

Our memories that huants us.

Hello. Today morning didn't wanna attend school, z. Suck alot. -_-
But still go. ._. Yeah. Okay, me & steady went to give the letter to cher to quit dance. :)
Ccaless i guess, till next yr. o.o
Holidays is tmrw! Yay!!!!!!! LOLOL. But sian, not going out. -.- I'm so bored. Staying at home suck. Zzzz, can't focus to study. Studying on thrusday i think o.o. Lol, hmmmmm.
Boring holidays, suck :/. Someone jio me out leh. :(

After school, went to lot with steady! ^^. Slack with her alot. :D Luv her so much. Okeh, befre i go. Here's smth fr steady :B.

Tricia Steady! ♥
Steady! ♥. I luv you so much okeh. Your like my true friend. Y'know i never had a friend who is a malay that is soooooo close to me. Yr like the first one :D. We know each other through dance yeah. And slowly, we became closer[: Lol. Thanks steady fr everything, ponning dance w me.
Do some things, and hang out tgt, became steadys, carried same bags, hyper tgt, crazy tgt, emo tgt, cry tgt and grossip tgt. Even though you cannot come to study with us, i'll miss you alot alot alot okeh. :D
Miss yr laughters, yr noise and grossiping LOL :/.
Your the first friend i know in greenridge who is really different frm the rest. You're like one of a kind. I hope we'll be friends forever okeh? :D. Go out soon tgt! Miss you ^-^.
Clara luv Tricia steady! :D. 8months. :')

I miss everything, xoxo.

2009-09-03T06:17:00.000-07:00

Keeping everything to myself.

Okok, i'm very bored. Talking to kei and weihow on msn. Just done that gamelan reflection.
Tmrw, school again, sian dao. Tmrw sure kena scolded, frm dance teachers. Lost intrest in dance. I don't know why too. Wrote a letter already, about quitting it. Hate it :/.
Heng today my chinese over le. Yay.
Blog tmrw? o.o.

2009-09-02T06:53:00.000-07:00

My L-o-v-e.

Omg aku very very very very stress!!!! :( :(
I'm very stress cause of tmrw.
Chinese test, Chinese oral and dance night. OMGZ, I feel like fainting and get a mc tmrw.
Hope i'm sick tomorrow.
I hate dance i hate dance i hate dance :/. Suck up all my time. I wanna quit it asap.
Kkthxbai, post up till here. I'm off to study chinese! T___T. Bye!

GoodluckToMe.

2009-09-01T06:03:00.000-07:00

Why?

Why must you misunderstood me? Why must you say I rejected you.. when i didn't at all.
Why must you tell everyone i rejected you, that caused me more problems.
I just merely fall asleep cause I was tagging hearts the whole day, i was so tired, my back aches. And you said i ignore you, didn't want you, wtf is this? ... You know how much you hurt me when I saw all this from you. I can't be so perfect for you cause i'm never perfect. Can you try to understand me? Just a lil bit will do.. I'm that strong as you thought. Why do we quarel so much? I'm sick and tired of it... really, very. Think about my feelings, Think about me please.
After what you said on msn, my eyes turn so red, and started crying like a real fool infront of my comp screen, and i couldn't take it anymore, i signed off. I was so hurt, and yr words hurt me like a knife, which stabs my heart, deep. I tried to hold back my tears but it hurts too much to do so. I try to forgive you, but it's not enough.
I cannot feel anything now, i feel so numb in luv.
I'm sorry... My heart can't feel anything now.

... Enough is enough.
Same things are repeating again.

2009-08-31T07:54:00.000-07:00

Nothing seems to change how I love you.

Hi!!!!!!!!!!! :D. Today i'm veryveryvery happy, i shall make this post a very long post in my life okeh. ^^

Today, was monday. I am very happy cause it's Teacher's day. Finally the date i waited fr don't know how long, came. I was so excited can :B. Woke up @ 6.30am. Went to school and dance aces day dance. LOL. After that, went back to class and it was science. -.- It was very bored as i don't even understand any single thing :(. So gonna flunk science yeah.
After that, was english! ^-^. Watch Little Red Riding/Ridding Hood. LOL. So cute. :D :D :D
Then, recess, 9.50 - 10.45, shiok right. Then Teacher's day performance, it was not fun at all. Except the part when Miss Mandy act, funny die kkz.
Ended at 12.30pm like that. Rush to SouthView at once with JieMing, DingShen and Zixin!!!!!!! :@ saw Travis too ^-^.
Lrt was like flooded, so much people.

Once it reached southview, everyone chiong. LOL. Went inside school and feel very comfortable once again, Saw manymany people, Yvonne, Wendy, LingHao, YangRui, Patrice, Melina, YingSuan, Valerie, Hannah, John, YongZhen, TanYing, Meiling, Amar, Z. And manymanymany more. Luv them to bits okeh. :) 6.7'o8 huat! :D

Went to give my gift to Mrs Chin, I did crap cards for her! :(. Ohmygee, I swear next year, I'll write longlonglonglong one to her :B. Took class photo with Ms Li. I miss her, she has cut her hair short o.o. Her long hair nicer lah dey. ~

After meetup's, went to opp school, slackslack and went to Lot. Had pepper lunch. Yummy ^^V.
Then went rootop play Truth or dare till veryveryvery long time then head of to opp SouthView again. Miss southview so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :'( Went to buy the 20cents thingy and slack, for a while more, went off. Left me and Melina, we stayed until 7.28pm. Then I head off of my tuition. :3 Tuition was okeh. ^^ End at 9 and I went home, bathe and comp. :3

Baby♥, thanks for tagging lots and lots of hearts okeh :B. Luv you so much laaaaaaaaa. :D

Angel!!! Where got say you not close to me. x: You are okeh. ^^ I miss you alot, meet up soon chiobu, miss yr laughters okeh. :D

Melina, Thanks for pei-ing me staying till 7.28pm. :D Luvs you hur dear! :B.

Rodents, I miss you alotalotalotalot la, meet up soon, have chalet, I'll be waiting for chatlet this yr. It's my dream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^.

And, ya i know i write very long le. LOL. Sorrysorry.
Baibai, luvs you. :')
6.7'o8 huat ah!

HAPPY TEACHER's DAY!!!!! ♥

Esp to Mrs Chin and Ms Li.

2009-08-30T00:54:00.000-07:00

I realised something.. lol. And, i shall not call you stupid again. Don't emo over me. Ok?

Hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt.

2009-08-29T23:28:00.000-07:00

Forever.

Hi, whoever is there. I'm back to blogging! Finally i learn how to change background man. LOL.
Today, din't attend church. I miss church. )':

Well, woke up and eat then do homework, and bathe and audi. ^-^ Tag alotalotalot liao.
Maybe, later making girlfriends blog with luvluv? ^^V.

Hehehehe, quite happy with my life.
Byebye, later then i update or what la. LOL.
Weeeez.

J likes to bully me!!!!! ):<

2009-08-29T06:01:00.000-07:00

My number one boy.

Hello ^^V. I change skin again right. LOL. Paiseh. Cause, I really nothing to do, so aku go and find. O: But i think it's even nicer than the previous one :B.

Today, did nothing much, very the no life. Wake up and go for tuition till 11.30am. Came home and tag heart with J ehz. J morning tag alotalotalot wor ^-^! And, have lp after that.
After lp, still tagtagtagtag LOL. Tag until 470 points/hearts plusplus i think, in 2days.
Tag until tired already, went to rest, and baby went to bathe, he is smelly heh.

Tmrwz, I'm gonna chiong my homework for maths. So happy Monday is Teacher's day!!! :D.
SouthView, Imma coming, wait for me. I miss all my friends alot. Luv them to bits yo. :)
Lessons/Activies gonna end at 12.30pm. V^^V

Alrighty people, gimmie your link leh. I want link. LOL. Hahahah, now i go reply tag liao.
Okkthxbaibai.

P/s : MJ is on tv! LOL.
P/s/s : ImissJbadlyz. )':

I (insert hearts) dumbo to the maxmaxmaxmaxmax. ♥_♥